Dear future me,

Right now, I'm in Douala hoping to find a company that takes me for internship,  hoping that my results will be positive and I will make it to year 2, hoping to find a new school and accommodate successfully.

At the time of writing this letter, I've been doing internet marketing for 1 year now and the only money I ever made from it was 10,000 francs and now I make exactly zero dollars per month. I rely fully on my pocket money which I'm poor at keeping.

So when you see this, compare it to your current numbers and situation.  Hopefully, you've done way better.

Honestly,  I don't even now if you will remember doing this or even care, but I'm feeling weighed down, depressed , anxious and in a sort of bubble of chaos moving towards more chaos.  I'm not even sure that this makes any sense. But I had to write this letter now as a sort of starting point on a new live shift. Hopefully I will stick with it .

So this letter will be sent to my email 6 months from now. Hopefully by then :

- You found that internal balance necessary to perform and you are still into Internet marketing.

- You make atleast $5k per month (I'm trembling and I'm nervous why writing that amount, it looks unreal)

- You are working on moving out to a better country
- And most importantly,  you have grown as a person and overcome your addictions

Right now I'm worried about my academic situation,  hopefully this is something that don't bother you anymore.  You have achieved what others hope to achieve by finishing college.

Anyway I just wanted to say keep going,  grow beyond your limitations,  never get arrogant,  remember where you come from who you are why you do this. Preserve yourself from the mass Internet marketing movements.

I hope as you are reading this, tears of joy are rolling down your cheeks and you are thinking about showing it to friends, family , print it out and paste it, post it online.

Remember Jauspin Get Busy living or Get Busy Dying

I shall be hoping that this letter finds you and finds you well.

Jauspin Piekam

July 16th 2025