Hey you, me?

At the time of writing this “we’re” 16, and right now it’s 3am, the Saturday after starting college. I bet you’ll still remember how horrible the first day was, but by the time you receive this you’ll be done with the course and you’ll have your GCSE’s (hopefully). If not that’s okay too, I know you’ll have tried. It would make things a lot easier, though. Maybe you’ve started a new course? New college maybe? Who knows. Well you’ll know I guess lol.
I felt really out of place in college, it’s like being the new girl x100 because it’s in a whole new country. Not only do I have to learn the layout of the college but of the new town i live in and the large town the college is in. And they’re all friends already!! Probably from the same high school. I don’t really know how to cope to be honest, or how to make friends. But of course Ill tryyyy my bestttt.
I wonder if you’ve been tested for autism yet? I kind of hope you’ll be diagnosed because if not then I don’t have an answer to my struggles beyond being weird. I don’t know if that’s a bad way to look at it.
Did you get the iPad I’ve been wanting for Christmas?? If you did I hope your digital art skills are off the charts already. Cause that thing is expensive for gods sake.
Ooo maybe you’re even looking to move out? That would be fun. OR A CAR?!! Can you drive yet??! I know you couldn’t access your savings account until now but I wonder if you found another way to pay for lessons to learn sooner. If you did then I guess you can use the money to get a car and insurance now !
I wish I could just peek in and see me/you right now. If you’re a homeless junky I’ll be disappointed.. kidding, I don’t mind as long as you’re happy.. except for the junky part pls don’t do drugs (:
How is mum?
How is april?
Jack, he’s probably passed right? He’s an old doggy now ): I don’t even want to think about that.
Don’t ever forget about aico, okay. I still miss her so much. That cute little kitty.. It’s been a year and I didn’t even realise. You should go back to wales to visit her grave (: if the woods is still accessible that is. Oh wow I just remember you wrote a note in the box with her. It’s probably not readable and seeing her bones would be traumatic so don’t even try it but I wonder what I wrote on there..?
What else do I even say? I hope you’re doing what you enjoy. I’m certainly not, yet anyway. But I’m hopeful.
I hope you got a dog of the breed you’ve always wanted, better not have named him or her something stupid though!
I should go, don’t want to mess my sleeping schedule up even more.

Happy birthday Erin,
I hope everything went the way you wanted it to.
Or at least close enough.
Bye <3