Happy New Year, Hi how are you? It's been 4months I guess I just wanna let you know that I love you and I miss you, I'm not sure if you could still read this but I don't care, I just wanted you to know how I feel. I wish you're happy with her. You said this is my karma but why do I feel like it's just an excuse for what you did? This is not my karma, this is just an excuse for your shits. Moving on was the difficult part of my year 2019 but I guess this is it, we are not really meant for each other because you did not fight for me and I have to forget about us.
The real reason why I'm sending this to you is because I wanted to know and have an answer to my questions. What happened to us? Why did you hurt me? Am I not worth it? Why not me? Is it really the end of us? Aren't you going to talk to me just to clear things? How could you easily replaced me? Is that how easy you fell out of love from me? These are the questions that I need an answers but was left unanswered. By this time I don't know if I still love you but how I wish I don't cause if I do then I wouldn't be happy. I really loved you with all my heart fender and you are the only person that I am sending with this letter email so fuck you! I hate you and I can't deny the fact that I gave you my surreal love and I love everything about you, your flaws,your bad sides, your imperfections, and you as you are. I would like to say thank you for letting me feel everything that a women would wish to feel, like surprises,chocolates,flowers,surpised visit, 3am visit just to see me, midnight video call,crying in front of me, begging for me to stay, singing for me( with a smile),showing me who you really are, letting me love you, loving me with all your heart and for fighting for me but I guess I have to move forward now since 2019 is over then I have to start my 2020 with the right person. I'm sorry if I hurt you, sorry if I am not exactly what you need and sorry if I will let someone replaced you. I'm actually still waiting for you but Im not sure if you would still come back to me so I have to stop that hope. I wish you happiness and success with her, it still hurt me seeing you happy with her and not with me but I can't do anything about it. You no longer love me so the only thing I can do is to be happy for you. I will tell you one secret hmmmm I can actually see whenever you will stalk my fb :), do you really love her? Are you happy with her? If yes then why are you checking up on me? Hmmm. But I still can't do anything about it, you are still with her so she's a lucky bitch. You did not give me closure so I will just give it to my self :p, To end this fender I am closing our book now and will never open it, so goodluck for the two of us with our new one's and I love you tangina ka! Pero mahal talaga kita ee hayup na yan. Paano ba ko mag momove on haa? Tangina mo kase bat pa ba kita nakilala. Charr lang, always smile okay and if we accidentally bumped into each other I would still smile at you, the way I smile at you the first time we met:). Happy New Year My Music and Good bye ❤

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