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Ananya
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Written: 24-09-2020
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Will be sent: 29-03-2022
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dear future me,
Ther are times where I want to kill me, just like my mothers want me to die, but I try to hold it off to the very end, thinking maybe things will get better, let me give it some time and everything will be ok. But, I cant seem to get it happen anytime sooner. Dont know what to do. Should I still it hold a bit longer or end it right here?
I always seem to make mom angry and hurt, not very sure how to handle it. I think the only thing I can do is to make mom happy would be to leave.
Mom always says it will be better if I was not born or dead or killed when I was born, maybe she is right at some point. I mean who would want to keep up with me.
I always try to hold it everytime, thinking one day someneone will be there for me, who will free me from myself and reduce my pain. Not sure if that can happen either.
I HOPE I WOULD DIE SOON JUST LIKE HOW MY MOM WANTS ME TO.
Ther are times where I want to kill me, just like my mothers want me to die, but I try to hold it off to the very end, thinking maybe things will get better, let me give it some time and everything will be ok. But, I cant seem to get it happen anytime sooner. Dont know what to do. Should I still it hold a bit longer or end it right here?
I always seem to make mom angry and hurt, not very sure how to handle it. I think the only thing I can do is to make mom happy would be to leave.
Mom always says it will be better if I was not born or dead or killed when I was born, maybe she is right at some point. I mean who would want to keep up with me.
I always try to hold it everytime, thinking one day someneone will be there for me, who will free me from myself and reduce my pain. Not sure if that can happen either.
I HOPE I WOULD DIE SOON JUST LIKE HOW MY MOM WANTS ME TO.
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