written on november 2, 2025.

i know it sucks to be writing this, knowing you don’t like reading nor addressing issues. but it’s been a week since you stopped talking to me.

it’s been hell waiting for something to come from you after my last message. i felt i’ve already lost you a month ago, but i wanted to stay because i made that promise: to stick by you through “uncertainties”, even though you’ve already decided.

And no matter how much effort i put into to reconnect with you again, you’re just not here anymore.

Still, it surprised me how you chose to ghost me when you knew how much that hurt me before but if that’s what makes happy and free sige ibibigay ko na rin sayo.

a bit funny to think dahil out of all the arguments we’ve been through its me asking a little time that led you to punish us by never speaking to me again.

you occupied months of my life though i wanted it to last a lifetime. i wanted to see you flourish to whoever you wanted to be, i wanted to make time and space for that because you meant so much to me. I wanted you to see you see me grow that you can finally say that im worthy of your love.

i hope it brings you peace na wala na makulit sayo. that you can do anything without thinking of anyone. i guess the hardest part sakin is still caring and thinking about you while knowing that you’ve probably forgotten about my existence in a week or two… and probably happy with someone else na.

maybe we’ll never talk again but im thankful that for a moment in time i got to be liked and seen by you, really seen that you’ve become my favorite place. i hope you find someone who’ll make you feel that way, or at least make you feel stuff how you wanted them to feel. im wishing you the best.