I am writing this on the 7th December 2011.
It's nearly Christmas - and you're pretty excited.
Tonight your belly is hurting from a sneaky McDonalds. Poor you, I hope by the time you're reading...
Labas Justina,
Taigi, tavo svajonė išsipildė, sulaukei tikro laiško. Tik šis laiškas šiek tiek kitoks. Tau rašo Justina prieš 10 metų. Ta pati svajoklė, meniškos sielos, gyvenimo...
Dear future Rachel...
Hey its me rachel from a year ago, i wrote this letter to you while crying at 1AM. Yeah right how pathetic ambi crying in the middle of the night...what a waste of energy...
I have tried to kill myself several times, with overdosing hard medicines and using sharpener blade, but not once I have stopped fearing pain.
We are living in the Pune house and whenever I look...